im back

Alright... im back... but im not back with a smile on my face... ever heard that most people express more in writing then in words?? yea... thats mostly why im here... so im just gonna blog about my bad stuff to release some tension in me...

i don't really care if u see this or not coz like i said before... this is basically where i get to bitch about my problem... so deal with it....

so for the past few years... i don't know whether i've been doing a great job of makin every1 happy or not coz there's a hell load of people here to cater to... and of course there r some of my personal issues frenz... there like the people i hate in my mind only... u know... u hate those kind of people too... haha... anyhoo... i reckon i've been doin alot of good things.. i don't know what specifically but i do know that i did them... u can say that i believe in karma... good or bad... so here's the deal... if i do good things now... im sure i'll get paid in the future right? same goes to doing bad things... but then... i'm not getting shit... im getting more and more stressed out about all this...

1. i have music club to run

2. i have a big event to run...

3. i have assignments to do..

4. i have to empress my parents..

5. i have frenz who thinks im a nobody..

6. i have frenz who forgotten about me..

7. i have frenz who is so far away from me...

8. i have this feeling that i do all the good things in the world is just worth nothing..

now having all this thing cramped in my head ain't healthy for a person... sometimes i wonder... wat if i get on a hospital bed due to a car accident which ended up with me getting internal bleeding, broken limbs, and a near death expereince would be enough to pay back to the world which gave me this stressed out life!!! hmmmm....

FUK LIFE... WOULD U SAY SO?

Dear blog,

How r u today?? im doing fine thank u... haha... anyhoos... reason y i wrote on u today was to express how i feel today... actually i feel fine right now but today was a little bit disappointing... and a abit happy a few minutes ago...

Now, y do i feel disappointed today was that i had a dream and my dream was... well... postponed... but still it is a dream... my dream was to be on stage!!! singing to my hearts disire and i had that oppurtunity to live my dreams!!! but, alas!! my dream was crushed by me mother... well.. not exactly crushed tho... i don't feel that bad... just abit disappointed that she wouldn't let me go... thats all.. but still... i will have my chance... my reall dream is to end up singing for the American Idol!!! ^^... Hey... a person has to dream big right??? haha

Now, y was i happy a few minutes ago... a frend called and he was a little bit upset... so we talked abit on the phone... and i tried cheering him up... but that wasn't reason y i was happy... i was happy coz bigfoot came down and played checkers with me... haha... ok ok... the truth is... im happy coz he choose me instead of any1 else... wat i mean is that there is so many people in the world to choose from... and i can say i proud that he choose me to talk to... im really touched u know... either way... his the person i'd 1st turn to if i have any problems to... so.. i just wanna say that im happy to realise that i have a fren like him... tho i know this sounds abit unappropriated but i wanna show him how i appreciate a good frend he is.. but sometimes i don't really know how... hmm... o well... i firgure something out...

well... thats all for to day blog.. nothing much really.. nothing exciting is happening now adays... but still... better then all those emo times i have... haha... well.. thats all from me... CHEERS BLOG!!!

FROM, Sean.

I AM WORRIED!!!

i worry sometimes... about wat u ask?? about santa and his red nose raindear... haha... but seriously... for everytime i say im proud.. im actually worried.. worried that i would lose my best fren... and i know i should be proud... and i am.. at the same time worried...

when i was in high school... i had 5 best frenz... we do all sorts of silly stuff together.. but then 1 found a girlfren.. and he spend more time with her then us... but of course... we were happy for him that he found love... but at the same time we were worried that all he c was love!! eventually... he came back coz he got dumped and of course we were there to cheer him up... after all... we r still best of frenz..

And now its happenning all over again... but this time... its just the 2 of us... i mean... the 5 of us r still best of frenz but each went on our saperate ways... so yeah.. hmmm...

wat to do wat to do...

Some more extra info...

u know wat i come across today??? BIG FOOT.... AND E... FUCKIN... T.... (ET)... u know... the Extra Terrestrial... the alien with wrinkle on his body and... and places u really don't wanna find wrinkles at??!!... u still don know??? how about the alien who uses his magic finger to fix things??? (i wonder how he digs his nose... he would be like "ow damn... there's a big 1 in my nose"... BING!!! it become a basket)... haha... u still don't know??? hmm.. here... maybe this would refresh your memory!!!


okay... here it is... u remember him now??? if u don't... then BURN IN HELL!!! wait... that came out wrong... i mean... burn and... umm... ermm... er.... tell!!! yeah!!! burn and tell... thats it... okay.. now... moving on...


i saw him last week.... ET of course... with my bike!!! he stole my bike!!!! if u seen my bike flying across the moon in the sky... like this...


plz report to me!!! theres even a kid with... erm... it.... so plz!!! tell me if u c this in the sky!!! or anywhere else...

dear blog,

u know how everyday i get bored... well... i still do... the thing is... i always thought doing something... like for example... go to the gym, play some basketball, hang out and couple of more things... but whenever i thought of something to do... im always alone... nobody's there to accompany me... i mean.... u can do studd with any1 u know right?? but i mean... i wan go there to enjoy each others company... and maybe enjoy the sports a little... thats not the point... i mean... come on... wat kind of sports is enjoyed doing alone??? though i know we as humans need some alone time.. but come on... i need frenz to u know... well... i do have frenz... i guess the term was... A BROTHER.... u know... whenever im hungry... i can always rely on some 1 to accompany me... when im bored... i know where to go to kill some time... when i do something... there is always some 1 there doing something with me... u know... like a brother!!! hmmm...

i guess that losing a best frend to the opposite gender is something i just got to get use to... i mean... i should be proud of my frend getting a girl fren... and where am i these days??? alone... at home... doing nothing... if i wanna something... i'll have to do it alone... coz... i gues his just accupied with his bz life...

few years back... i've prayed... on my knees... yea... i do pray... continuing... on my knees... that i wish to make every1 around me to be as happy as they can be... even if it means that i have to suffer... as long as there happy... im still ok with it... i'll go to the end of the world to c them happy... and i guess my wish is coming true...

so to all of u out there whos reading this post... don't worry about me... as long as your happy... im happy for u...

from Sean.

My epic story!!!

yo ho ho me hartys!!! have at thee!!! sorry... i just trying to entertain myself... u know... speaking like a pirate... acting like 1 when nobody's around... -.-.... yeah... i know... im a sad boy lonely boy with no options... wat ever.... haih... but that doesn't matter... i just wanna share some of my story with u.... and this 1 is great.... (everything said here is true... nothing is fake... if u think its fake... i will kill u in your dream ^^)

its was 1956... when i was the captain of the submarine call "St' Balls"... i was the best workin submarine ever made!!! steamed driven actually... well... if u don;t believe me then take a look for yourself!!!



u see... i would never lie to u readers!!! i such a good person.... ooo... and down there.. the guy with the cool looking jacket... is my dad... he wanted to steal the submarine but i cought him red handed.... try and steal that!!!!



wat u c there r the toughest and meanest things in the world... u touch it and it goes wild on u... i meant the torpedoes... and those r my parents... they r the creators...



this here is the name of my crew... it was a long battle that day!!! these are the name of the people... who couragously.... came to my BIRTHDAY PARTY!!! wooh... that was 1 heck of a party... and it was in the sub... then we got attacked coz the driver got drunk and ram into a japanese battleship.... alooooooot of people died back then... but i survived by trading my life with this peice of candy!!!


see... see... its licurish (i think thats how its spelled)... the long... erm.. rubbery??? er... sweet??? oowww u get the point!!! haha... so there.... thats how i survived and made it till now... hope u enjoyed it!!! haha

weird...

u know wat... i come a cross alot of things lately... aliens... ghost... and even justin bieber hitting his head on a glass door... yes... as stupid as it may sound... he did hit his head on the door... evidently he needs to do something with them eyes...

now most of the things that i saw... the all from YOUTUBE... yea yea... i know... ugh... (everyones a critic)... but i say all of them r FAKE AND GAY!!!! put the is 1 thing tht i can't put my head on.... take a look at this vid....





now to me.... that thing looks like a star-fish... maybe it is... maybe it ain't... i mean... who knows wat the heck that is... haha... u tell me...

now that thing is not that creepy... i mean... it looks like a star-fish right??!! but wat abut this thing??? they say it looks like a hairless dog with beak and chicken fingers or some sort... check it out... ooo... and they call it the MONTAUK MONSTER coz it was found at the coast of montauk... which is a place...




but i don't know wat this is... y don't u tell me wat this thing is... if your correct... i'll give u a prize!!!!!