dear blog,

u know how everyday i get bored... well... i still do... the thing is... i always thought doing something... like for example... go to the gym, play some basketball, hang out and couple of more things... but whenever i thought of something to do... im always alone... nobody's there to accompany me... i mean.... u can do studd with any1 u know right?? but i mean... i wan go there to enjoy each others company... and maybe enjoy the sports a little... thats not the point... i mean... come on... wat kind of sports is enjoyed doing alone??? though i know we as humans need some alone time.. but come on... i need frenz to u know... well... i do have frenz... i guess the term was... A BROTHER.... u know... whenever im hungry... i can always rely on some 1 to accompany me... when im bored... i know where to go to kill some time... when i do something... there is always some 1 there doing something with me... u know... like a brother!!! hmmm...

i guess that losing a best frend to the opposite gender is something i just got to get use to... i mean... i should be proud of my frend getting a girl fren... and where am i these days??? alone... at home... doing nothing... if i wanna something... i'll have to do it alone... coz... i gues his just accupied with his bz life...

few years back... i've prayed... on my knees... yea... i do pray... continuing... on my knees... that i wish to make every1 around me to be as happy as they can be... even if it means that i have to suffer... as long as there happy... im still ok with it... i'll go to the end of the world to c them happy... and i guess my wish is coming true...

so to all of u out there whos reading this post... don't worry about me... as long as your happy... im happy for u...

from Sean.