Tuesday, December 22, 2009
how???
A year past and we were still in the same tuition... slowly i had this weird feeling about her... the way she laugh is always in my head... her kindness towards people touches my heart... and to boot, she has some sarcasm too... lol... the thing is... i couldn't get her out of my head... the creepy part is sometimes i dream about her.... wooow... so... u know... i tried being me... maybe its just a feeling... nothing else... i kept telling myself its just a feeling, i don't love her... but everytime she passes through the hall way and walked through my class... she would wave to me and put on the sweetest smile ever!!! everytime she passes by me or my class... she would wave her hand and smiled like an angel.... i couldn't believe wat i was tellin myself... but in the end... i admit that i had a little crush on her... the moment that i admit to myself was near to her birthday... so i asked her wat will she do on her birthday??? and she said nothing... i was shocked to c that a girl like her would do nothing on her birthday... so... why not i do something for her.... me and my tuition teacher talked it out and some of my frenz too... i baught a cake and threw a small celebration for her... consider it my present for her... i was so embarressed that time... i was blushing all over my face and i tried to keep it cool... acting all polite and all that... helping her do everything... help her cut the cake... give out the cake and all that... inthe end she said that it was her very 1st cake in her birthday... so i don't know whether thats a good thing or not but that not the point... after that i sent some flower and a box of chocolate for her on valentimes... and i visited her shop just so i can talk to her... but no matter wat i just couldn't win her heart... i just don't know y!!!! maybe i did something wrong... maybe i don look good... i don't know... i need your help... i really do... some one please????
ooo... and the info on facebook saying that i was in a realationship was fake... just wanted to c how u would react if i posted that out!!!! ^^ cheers!!
Sunday, December 13, 2009
wow... lonely experience...
Thursday, December 10, 2009
yummm... thinking of it make me drool!!!
it may work u know... just think about it...
deep fried mash patatoes with spicy deep...
raosted ham with red wine sauce....
and for dessert... up-side-down appricot caramel pie!!!!
or...
ice-cream merrang kek...
or...
chocolate chip tart!!!!
damn... just thinking about all this is making drool.... but of course... this won't be cheap... i mean... i made a dinner once... for 6... and it cost me rm150 for the things i don't have...
i did me moms special... patatoes and anchovies...
slow roast chicken wrapped in bacon...
and chocolate covered ice-cream...
that cost me 150 man!!! woooh... and now i'm broke... haha... well... hope i can afford the next meal!!! lol
lonely... i am so lonely...
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Feeling Better
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Why I'm jealous!!!
have u ever heard of the saying "some people are born with talent, but everybody has talents that needs to be found..." well i'll say, that saying can be applied it wat i'm about to say... like the phrase "some people are born wtih talent..." i'm referring to the people who r born attractive... these people r wat i'm jealous of...
in my experience... i've seen my frenz do absolutely nothing and people starts to get close to him... how??? i don't know... today a played around of golf and i c a girls taking his phone number from out of no where... another frenz that has tons of frenz which r girls... its easy for them to make frenz with girls, i think its becoz that girls want to be with him... there's nothing that stand in their way... he has character, personality, and the most important... looks... do u know wat i was abit pissed off about... when we were playing golf... his phone kept on ringing of text msgs... thats not wat pisses me off... wat pissed me off is that all of the msgs are from girls... from that moment... i kept on thinking.... "we can i be born like him!!!" i mean look at me... i'm nothing!!!! i'm fat... unattractive... from far, i look like an old man... HECK a kid even thought that i was an uncle playing golf!!!... i met a fren at the basketball court and he ask me to accompany him to buy some drinks... all of a sudden he asked me "so... u working for which company?" how pethetic is that???!!!... i look old and fat... some people even say i look like a gangster... sign...
i need help... NO, advice from people out there... wat can i do to rid myself off this jealousy... to find that talent thats inside me... wat???!!!!
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Dear readers!!!
any-hoos... this post will be outdated with new post coming but i guess u get the point of wat i'm saying... so i said more then there is to be said... so read ON readers... i wish thy good luck!!!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Best Dessert of my life!!!
look at that man... wooohhh.... i love that dessert... i was like damn big yet damn delicious man... 6 to 7 scoops of ice-cream, few at the bottom of the glass is hot chocolate fudge and mud cakes with a few marshmallows... and to top it all of... the sprinkled crush nuts, chocolate syrup and strawberry syrup at the top... DAMN!!!! if u ever get a bite of that... then the desserts u take her are like "cheh!!"... hahaha.
Another dessert i like to show u... this can consider as my birthday cake... haha... its kinda weird but its really nice i tell u!!!! take a look:
its actually a cake cross combo with a pizza.. so its a cak-zza... a CAKZZA!!!... lol... but anyways... this desserts is actually unique in a way... the use pizza bread to do the base and the filling is mud-cake... wat's mud cake u ask??? y its actually a kinda cake that taste like fudge... and its toped of with choco syrup with white and milk chocolate... wooooohhhh!!! can't wait to go back there and eat it again!!!!! DAMN!!!!
bank roberry in aus
what do u c in this picture???
1. Big foot and his mom looking for pray?!
2. a gay guy looking for something to do at night and his mother was there???
3. a boy with his mom sitting outside of the campus office waiting for his brother to finish doing his thing???
if u choose the 1st answer... then your blind with a sense of stupidity in your brain
if u choose the 2nd answer... then your gay/lesbian who has nothing to do but something inappropriate
if u choose the 3rd answer... then your a smart ass
but lets change the story line here a bit... just imagine that that's not curtin campus office... think of it as a bank in australia...
back in the 90's... australian stold my money so gues i just pay them back the favour... nothing wrong with that now right???
this 2nd picture was actually caught by an unknown photographer (which is my dad) before the bank was robbed... that there was mua in the really cool looking hat... and beside me was me mom... i told her to get ready outside, once the alarm sound off and me running out... she have to wait in the car and drive till there's no tomoro... but of course u have to wait for me untill i get in the car... geez... wat r yea... stupid??? do i have to be anymore specific????
any-hoos... after we robbed the bank.. i actually talked to the cops... i told them wat i saw... a saw a 2 girls and a guy that robbed a bank... they looked like this:
this picture is was taken inside of the campus office... i mean bank... the guy on the right is my brother (calvin), the girl in the middle is my cousin and the other girl is my cousin's fren... ooo... by the way... don't ask me stupid question like who the girl at the back!!!!
any-hoos... 2 days later... they were held in the prison of australia for 2 years... thats the reason y my brother is not in miri now!!! ^^
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Scary dream
one night... actually it was morning... i just couldn't wake up.. well i did wake up but i just went back 2 sleep... in that short period of sleepy time... i had this really strange dream... it was actually about my past... it went like this... i was in school all of a sudden (in my dream)... i was in primary 4 i think... the little details was abit blurry but anyways... i was in class sitting down while the whole class was doing the same... u can imagin how... in that period of time... our exams was over like a week ago... but something strange happened in the class when we were having this exam... while we were having the exam... a student sitting right beside me was taking the exam seriously... i remember seeing his face... so serious... so focused on his paper... then i went back doing my own paper... then suddenly... at the corner of my eyes.... i saw him slowly turning his head 2 the back and straring at something for quite a long time... seconds later i found out he was staring at the white notice board like every class has at the back of the class... the strange thing was that he was like staring at that thing for a long time... so i was like "wat the...." then the teacher came along and send him into the office for suspision of copying other peoples answer... luckly i wasn't caught by looking at him...
after the a week of exhausting exams... we still have class... as usual we attend... before i went back 2 school.. in the car... i was already thinking of that guy slowly turning his head 2 the back and staring at the white notice board for so long... i was weird u know... so then i went 2 class and sit at my usual sit... and again a was sitting beside that weird guy... 10 minutes later the same teacher that caught that boying sitting next 2 me copying came in and stared teaching... at the end of the class... he gave us a lecture saying that copying other people work is bad... but the boy sitting next 2 me started 2 mumble or whispering or something to himself and of course... i heard him doing wat ever he was doing... i could c that the boy was affraid of something by the looks of his face... i don't know wat but at that moment i feel the same way as he does.. a little bit scared...
while i was in that frightul moment... the teacher finished his lecture and then started asking some question 2 the boy sitting next 2 me... at 1st i thought it was kinda stupid for a teacher asking a question like "u say u saw something at the back which is unappropriate?"... the boy said yes and he turned 2 the back where he saw something and showed the whole class where he saw it... moments later he said "there it is again..." the teacher was abit confused because he couldnt c anything but then the boy kept on saying "there it is... there it is..." i ask him wats is there... and he said writtings of blood on the wall... Just right after he said that... the light started 2 flickker and the rooms starts 2 get abit cold... i was so frighten i didn't know wat 2 do.... the boy turned around again towards the chalk board and said 'there it is again... the writting in blood!!!'... the whole class was in fear... screaming and shouting as the day grew darker... of course the teacher was fighten 2 and as for me... i hid under the table and i saw this boy standing still in his place... i watched him being so focused at something while the whole classroom was in a mess... i was actually starring at his face... so focused on the chalk board... and suddenly he turn his attention 2 me and whispered "DIE!!!!"
after that i woke at that moment and i thought.... wat the hell kinda dream was that???!!!... then i went and continue my daily life... it has been awhile since a had this kinda weird paranormal dreams!!! but u have your ups and downs sometimes....right??!!!
just hope u enjoyed reading my dreams!!!! ^^
Monday, August 24, 2009
new experience
Sunday, August 23, 2009
life back in school... uni actually
slow update
Friday, July 10, 2009
Happy Birthday 2 me!!!!
Once upon a time... there live a handsome young boy who has unimaginable power... he could rule the world if he wanted 2... but... i know wat your thinking... his a bad mad using his awesome power 2 rule the world with fear... but let me finish... this handsome, and has awesome power, young boy so kind that his was award with the most kindest person in the world... why, once he even destroy a truck diver and his truck so an old lady could cross the street... another time, his the 1 who caused Global Warming just so he can save the world from ice age once again... u c... he save the world countless of time already... so u can consider him as a kind hearted, super handsome, with awesome powers, kid!!!
OK OK... i know... that story has nothing 2 do with me but on the contrary... it did has something 2 do with me... that kind, super handsome, with awesome powers, young kid is... is... is... my fren.... and he came 2 visit me.... on my birthday!!!! huh ha!!! u thought i was talking about myself now huh??? i'm not that kinda person... how can u think of me that way?!!??!! hmmm???!!?!!?!?!?!? o well... since u put it that way... HAPPY BITHDAY 2 ME!!!! Ooo... 1 more thing... i'm in australia... BUAHAHAHAHAHAHA... idon't know wat so special about that but... BUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! ^^
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Really Really good news and bad news...
Bad news:
The bad news is that there is a slight change of plans about aus... well... its like this... my brother's VISA isn't finish yet and were kinda helping him 2 do so... so the plans on going 2 aus... is kinda delayed or as we all say postponed till the 7th july... the other thing is that my birthday is near and i have 2 celebrate it away from my frens... sad isn't it... i never wanted 2 go but i don't think i have a choice... i'm gonna miss u guys for sure... i will!!!!... let just hope that on the plane i don't cry becoz that it will be the last day for me 2 actually c u guys...
Good news:
The good news is that i'm coming back after the 24th... so yeay for me... i can actually c u guys again for a few days... so here the thing... maybe i might throw a party like last time... that was fun now right??? so... save everythin while i get back from kl.... ^^
P.S.
wat ever thing that i have in my home which belongs 2 u... i handed it over when i get back from kl.... and no 1 is allowed in my home when i'm gone!!!! UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!! ^^... stay happy!!!!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
GOOD NEWS AND BAD NEWS ABOUT THE WONDERFULL TRUTH!!!
BAD NEWS:
The bad news is that your all smart, all of u went through SPM right and some of u got like straight A1's, some got 6 A1's, some of u got 2 A1's, and some of u even got no A1's, but still your still not as smart as i am... u know y??? its actually becoz i'm a well known professor working in my secret underground lab.... i've come up with an experiment 2 test your mind and test your intellect.... so wat i've discovered is that for the past few year or months... u people still can't get wat i'm doin... Damn i'm good at this... still u have no clue on wat i was going 2 do... sad really 2 c u people being tortured like that... so this is y i decide 2 write it down here and now... i'm a good guy now really... i never wanted 2 do this but i couldn't help myself.. i just wanted 2 have some fun and c whether u guys r really that intellegent... but through my experiment i can c that u people need more intellegence... so this is y i came up with univercity's and collenge for u people 2 continue your study's... cool huh!!???
GOOD NEWS:
Now in the good new is that im a gentle and kind hearted guy... i help an old lady cross the street, i help collect plants flower in the park when i'm off work in my lab, i work countless hours 2 create a new type of cure for the AH1N1 disease ( not a very progessive thing 2 work on)... u c... i', a kind hearted man with simple needs... so here the good news of the whole thing... those who think i'm going 2 Australia and not coming back... i'm not staying there anymore... i'm still able 2 come back.... u knw y??? its not becoz of any family business or any financial problem or an big foot stold my passport... its just that u people got punked(tricked) by the ONE and ONLY MUA
My 1st bold HAIR CUT
it looks like a daed plant now doesn't it????
so heres the thing... went there for the 1st day and BAM!!!! straight away they call us 2 cut our hair... i was actually kinda neverse at that time... u may think that im a wuss or a scardy cat or something... and i don't care... hair is important 2 a guys look u know... and this... this is just cruel!!! their toying with my hair... kinda sad actually... and a little bit embarressing... becoz they purposely cut it like that then film it and then cut it off... damit!!!... o u know how embarressing that is??? geez... its like wearing your underwear infront of girls... u know wat i mean???!!!! haizz... o well can't change the past though....
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Back from PLKN
well... this is how i feel in the 1st month... i felt like going home becoz i was sick of that place... calling us 2 wake up that early and not giving us enough sleep... we actually sleep for 5-6 hour per day... the other 18 hour is occupied with hell loads of activity... haizz... that was the 1st month of the camp... on the 2nd month, i was getting use 2 the schedule they had...it like we had school last time... morning school, go back in the afternoon, then tuition, then dinner, then sleep... same as camp... morning assembly, then class, then u go back 2 your dorm for rest, in the afternoon u get 2 do physical activities, then dinner, then at night sometimes there r functions, after that sleep... so yea its about the same as living our past live... on the last month, i feel as if it was nothing... as if that time passes through with a snap... damn.... time really flies when your having fun!!!! so... don't think that this camp isn't as good as it seems... actually its kinda fun being in camp!!!! ^^
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Weird Couple
Sunday, March 15, 2009
jelous fact
Good bye my frenz
Friday, March 6, 2009
Noob Gangster
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Expensive love
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
kk(kota kinabalu)
u c that... we just arrive from our destination and his sleeping already....
this is private jack... our weapons specialist... born 2 be a killers... look at him... slacker!!!!!!